So I know I’ve been away from here…

I think of blogging sometimes and don’t know where to begin. Much of the activities of my life have been more of the same– loving my job and hating how destructive it is to me. Wishing I had more in my life– or more OF a life but not having inertia to do what needs doing about it. And in some cases not knowing WHAT to do. I have been exploring the outer edges of this crossroads in my life and wondering how it will all come out on the other side.

My vacation starts today. I want to clean my apartment. Maybe that’s a bad way to spend a vacation but a clean apartment really would make me happy. I promise I’ll do fun things too. I’m dropping my keys and my laptop off at a friends’ house for the week. I may go into withdrawal but I’ll have to come up with something to do with myself… Clearly I need this break, hoping it helps.